I try to hold in my tears,
But nothing can take away my fears.
The loneliness comes over me,
like a hundred stabbing knives,
Piercing my heart,
I don't think I can survive.
Hoping for that special someone to return,
But knowing deep that I must let it burn.
I can only hope for it to fade,
Getting deeper and deeper with each movement of the blade.
Nothing's more painful than its cut,
But if I hold on then just maybe I can get out of this rut.
Trying to forget,Trying not to regret.
If I can move on,
Then just maybe,
I can carry on.
But I don't know how,
So I keep drying my tears with a towel.
The tears are so cold running down my face,
My mind keeps returning to that special place.
The moments we shared won't leave,
Please tell me how to make them seize.
I can't stop the bleeding,
Only if my heart would stop leading.
Maybe then I could let it all go,
And face the fact that we both know.
The pain is getting worse,
And I know the source.
It's my heart,Because
